Welcome, Vladimir!
I am wondering if one step towards your goal of writing - might be sharing "chapters" of your story here on ACEs Connection? You could gain experience, and start to have your name and writing out in a (members only) public space. ACEs Connection is designed to be a safe place for people to share and be supported. Maybe the lessons you learn along your journey could be useful to others who are facing similar difficulties?
This may not be news to you, but I will share anyway just in case. Maryland is establishing an advisory group to help certify Community Health Works. This is in the step in a positive direction - when they are certified there will be more opportunities. Here is a LINK to their website. Copied from their site.
Wishing you all the best. And, I look forward to maybe reading other blog posts from you in the future - no pressure - just lots of encouragement!
Karen